-Michelle! -No, don't!
-Why not? -Why are you filming me?
-Isn't it fun to be filmed? -Yes, maybe.
-Should I stand up? -Yes.
Wow!
This will be fun to watch when you get older.
What do you mean?
It will be fun to see how you were as a child.
Michelle?
Michan?
CHRISTMAS EVE
Hello?
I'm coming in.
Are you here?
Hello? Michelle?
Michelle?
This is the answering machine of Michelle.
Please leave a message.
The aftertaste is a lot heavier than I expected.
I've tried it a couple of times before.
-But I can't remember the outcome. -No doubt this is heroin.
Sure. I know it is.
It's really strong stuff too. But the aftertaste...
The aftertaste is so strong. It's just insane.
-Strong and persistent. -The heroin is so strong...
I thought I was being ripped off.
Hi. Have you seen Michelle?
No.
-Have you guys seen Michelle? -No.
Sorry.
She's here all the time, so she'll probably show up.
Can you tell her I'm looking for her?
Sure.
Hey, do you have pills?
I'm fair with you guys.
-Fuck, what a crowd. -Hush, not so loud.
-You've got meth? Pills? Downers? -Yeah, sure!
I just don't get how you can fuck up that badly.
If you've always been treated like shit, -
- you end up thinking you're shit.
Move her closer to the camera.
-Are you trying to hide? -Yes.
You know what I did tonight?
-I ruined my marriage. -You'll sort it out.
-Let's take lots of drugs, then. -You'll fix your marriage later.
-Right? -What did you do to ruin it?
-It's not nice to ask. -Was it the drugs?
If you get clean, you'll sort it out again.
I hope you get back together again.
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
How personal do you get in two minutes?
Your marriage will be fine.
If you want it to be.
This is...
So, after 10 years, why did you start using again?
Because. Questions like that...
-We don't want them. -Ask yourself the same question.
I know!
Hey...
Don't be like that. Can't we just try to have a nice evening?
The withdrawal is killing me, mum.
How much do you need?
How long do you want me to stay?
Thank you.
This is all I've got.
I can drive you back tonight.
Michelle!
-Wait! -What is it?
Your jacket.
-What the hell are you doing? -I need to make sure you come back.
Stop it!
Michelle!
I'm parked at the usual spot.
-Sweetie, how are you doing? -Where are you?
We're on our way. I've found mommy. We're coming.
Well... I thought you'd be happy?
I'm hungry.
There's food in the fridge, and we'll have dinner when we get home.
You always say that.
Sweetie...
You have to be strong now. This isn't easy for any of us.
-Can't you just come home? -We're coming, both of us.
-Eat something, watch cartoons, or... -I don't want to be alone!
Isabell, hello?
This is the answering machine of Isabell.
Please leave a message.
Everything alright?
Come sit next to me, it's warmer here.
Michelle... I'm sorry, I'm just trying to do my best.
I know, it's okay.
You're just doing what's best for all of us.
This is the answering machine of Isabell. Please leave...