1 00:00:23,333 --> 00:00:26,333 No wait. 2 00:00:37,125 --> 00:00:40,416 No. Shut up. Wait. It’s... 3 00:00:56,875 --> 00:01:00,541 That was wonderful Sorcha. 4 00:01:05,916 --> 00:01:11,041 That’s a powerful angle he’s sticking out at. 5 00:01:13,166 --> 00:01:14,708 They did say wait a couple of months— 6 00:01:14,708 --> 00:01:17,708 Well I couldn’t wait a couple of months. 7 00:01:22,666 --> 00:01:25,666 It’ll probably even out. 8 00:01:41,500 --> 00:01:43,000 Right, who's hungry? 9 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:46,000 Jesus, I thought you'd never ask. 10 00:02:13,916 --> 00:02:14,666 Now Sean 11 00:02:14,666 --> 00:02:16,833 I know you were never one for picnics 12 00:02:16,833 --> 00:02:17,791 but as it’s your Month’s Mind 13 00:02:17,791 --> 00:02:18,916 I say you’ve got no choice 14 00:02:18,916 --> 00:02:21,916 but to lie there and be quiet 15 00:02:21,916 --> 00:02:24,250 and you'll have to forgive the state of these. 16 00:02:24,250 --> 00:02:26,250 Never did quite master the special technique 17 00:02:26,250 --> 00:02:27,750 you were always banging on about. 18 00:02:27,750 --> 00:02:30,291 Are these Daddy’s sandwiches? 19 00:02:30,291 --> 00:02:32,833 Cajun chicken, shitty American cheese 20 00:02:32,833 --> 00:02:35,791 gherkins, honey on Hovis best of both. 21 00:02:35,791 --> 00:02:38,791 No crusts. 22 00:03:05,750 --> 00:03:08,750 Anyone for hot choccy? 23 00:03:09,916 --> 00:03:12,916 Ferg? 24 00:03:15,500 --> 00:03:18,500 Suit yourself. 25 00:03:22,375 --> 00:03:25,375 Does anybody want to say something? 26 00:03:26,375 --> 00:03:28,708 Like what? 27 00:03:29,666 --> 00:03:31,291 I don't know. 28 00:03:31,291 --> 00:03:33,666 Something nice about your Daddy. 29 00:03:38,416 --> 00:03:41,041 I'll go 30 00:03:41,750 --> 00:03:43,958 Sean, you were a better father 31 00:03:43,958 --> 00:03:44,791 than you were a son. 32 00:03:44,791 --> 00:03:47,875 Right. Very good Deirdre. 33 00:03:49,291 --> 00:03:50,291 And I miss you 34 00:03:50,291 --> 00:03:51,958 and I can't believe you're gone 35 00:03:51,958 --> 00:03:52,875 and no Mummy 36 00:03:52,875 --> 00:03:55,041 should ever have to bury their child 37 00:03:55,041 --> 00:03:57,041 and... 38 00:03:57,041 --> 00:04:00,041 so on and so forth. 39 00:04:02,291 --> 00:04:05,291 Sorcha pet? 40 00:04:11,458 --> 00:04:14,458 Hi, Daddy. 41 00:04:14,875 --> 00:04:17,041 It's me. 42 00:04:18,708 --> 00:04:22,041 I wanted to say 43 00:04:22,041 --> 00:04:25,250 I miss you 44 00:04:25,250 --> 00:04:27,291 lots 45 00:04:28,333 --> 00:04:30,041 and I miss you 46 00:04:30,041 --> 00:04:33,041 picking me up from school every day. 47 00:04:34,791 --> 00:04:36,041 And I miss how you always let me 48 00:04:36,041 --> 00:04:37,750 lick the sticky bit of the rollie. 49 00:04:37,750 --> 00:04:38,750 Jesus Sean. 50 00:04:38,750 --> 00:04:41,416 I take mine back. 51 00:04:41,416 --> 00:04:44,416 Ferg? 52 00:04:53,166 --> 00:04:56,166 I’ll take that as my cue then. 53 00:05:01,625 --> 00:05:04,625 Okay. 54 00:05:07,500 --> 00:05:09,041 Well Sean love 55 00:05:09,041 --> 00:05:11,333 can't believe it's been a month. 56 00:05:11,958 --> 00:05:14,708 A whole month without your stupid face 57 00:05:14,708 --> 00:05:16,208 in the house. 58 00:05:17,208 --> 00:05:18,833 If it had been in different circumstances 59 00:05:18,833 --> 00:05:21,833 I might’ve actually enjoyed it. 60 00:05:22,166 --> 00:05:23,541 But no. 61 00:05:23,541 --> 00:05:26,291 No, can’t say I've enjoyed not waking up to you 62 00:05:26,291 --> 00:05:28,333 snoring away beside me every night. 63 00:05:29,583 --> 00:05:30,666 Or not being able to hear you 64 00:05:30,666 --> 00:05:34,458 accuse everyone of fiddling with the thermostat. 65 00:05:34,458 --> 00:05:35,375 Or not being able to watch you 66 00:05:35,375 --> 00:05:37,791 tear the arse out of making a bloody sandwich. 67 00:05:37,791 --> 00:05:40,791 She's not got the gift son. 68 00:05:43,750 --> 00:05:46,250 Well things weren't always easy 69 00:05:46,250 --> 00:05:48,208 and frankly they were bloody hard 70 00:05:48,208 --> 00:05:50,083 most of the time. 71 00:05:51,250 --> 00:05:52,416 I just wanted you to know 72 00:05:52,416 --> 00:05:53,500 that I never once 73 00:05:53,500 --> 00:05:54,916 never once doubted 74 00:05:54,916 --> 00:05:57,916 that we'd come out the other side. 75 00:05:59,291 --> 00:06:01,750 And even though you're not. 76 00:06:02,416 --> 00:06:04,833 Not here. 77 00:06:04,833 --> 00:06:07,833 I still don’t doubt it. 78 00:06:07,833 --> 00:06:09,916 For all of your many 79 00:06:09,916 --> 00:06:12,291 many faults. 80 00:06:12,291 --> 00:06:14,500 It's your love 81 00:06:14,500 --> 00:06:17,208 and your kindness and your silliness. 82 00:06:17,208 --> 00:06:18,000 That's rubbed off on-- 83 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:19,333 Could you stop talking about him 84 00:06:19,333 --> 00:06:22,333 like he’s still fucking here! 85 00:06:24,583 --> 00:06:27,166 Look all you've done for the past month 86 00:06:27,166 --> 00:06:30,083 is shite on about how great 87 00:06:30,083 --> 00:06:32,208 how funny how nice Dad was. 88 00:06:34,333 --> 00:06:35,416 Well he obviously wasn't 89 00:06:35,416 --> 00:06:37,083 that fucking great, was he? 90 00:06:37,083 --> 00:06:38,750 Fergal, come on now son— 91 00:06:38,750 --> 00:06:39,875 Love? 92 00:06:40,458 --> 00:06:42,916 Fucking kindness. 93 00:06:42,916 --> 00:06:45,166 Okay, so if he really loved his family 94 00:06:45,166 --> 00:06:47,083 he wouldn’t have just left us would he? 95 00:06:47,083 --> 00:06:48,708 He wouldn't have just quit 96 00:06:48,708 --> 00:06:50,000 like a fucking loser. 97 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:51,000 Fergal stop. 98 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:52,708 Do you think he thought? 99 00:06:53,041 --> 00:06:56,041 You know about how all of this would feel 100 00:06:56,041 --> 00:06:57,375 you know how miserable 101 00:06:57,375 --> 00:07:00,375 he'd make everything, make me. 102 00:07:03,166 --> 00:07:06,166 I fucking hate him. 103 00:07:08,125 --> 00:07:12,625 And he obviously fucking hated us too. 104 00:07:15,166 --> 00:07:17,375 Either that 105 00:07:17,375 --> 00:07:20,833 or you drove him to it. 106 00:07:21,875 --> 00:07:24,875 With all of your mental shit. 107 00:08:03,041 --> 00:08:04,708 Don't you heed a word of that. 108 00:08:04,708 --> 00:08:07,291 Not one single word. 109 00:08:07,291 --> 00:08:09,625 No, leave him be. 110 00:08:09,625 --> 00:08:12,625 He’ll feel bad about that soon enough. 111 00:08:13,375 --> 00:08:14,375 Come on, 112 00:08:14,375 --> 00:08:17,583 we'll have a hot chocolate in the car. 113 00:08:27,166 --> 00:08:29,500 I’ll stick on the Nolan show.